Many of the stories resonated with my own story though I have not had the experience of prolonged academic study and teaching or of living in another culture (and I felt a little envious of those who had). However, my own interest in other faiths and interreligious dialogue came about through academia in that it was when I was studying at Lancaster University that I first encountered other faith traditions and indeed people of other faiths. Up to that point I had lived almost exclusively within the catholic community with no real thought of those who lived outside it. Now in even an introductory course in world faiths I recognised themes that seemed to cross religious boundaries – such as creation, judgement, death and resurrection. In Hinduism there was the Trimurti, the threefold expression of Brahman, the ultimate reality that underpins all existence; there was Siva, the original Lord of the Dance but I knew a hymn by that title applying it to Jesus and his resurrection. Suddenly religious systems did not seem to be exclusive or closed and from what I knew of my Catholicism this seemed a challenge. Judaism was the faith that I specialised in and I’m a bit embarrassed now to say that I did so because I thought it was closer to Christianity and would help me understand Jesus. This course hopefully helped me understand something of what it meant to be Jewish but above all it faced me with the history of Christian anti-semitism for which I still feel some shame.
When I left Lancaster I was determined not to revert to living in the closed community of the Catholic Church and it was this desire that led me to get involved first with Glasgow Sharing of Faiths and then in other interfaith bodies, making many interfaith friends along the way. But it was my teaching post in Notre Dame College that allowed me to truly pass over into the world of others as I had to prepare and teach world religions to ordinary degree level. During my time at Lancaster there had been a revolution in religious education in Scotland in that world religions and not just Christianity or even Catholicism as was the case in catholic schools had to be taught. For all teacher training colleges (as they were called at that time) this was a challenge and I was appointed to Notre Dame, one of the only two catholic training colleges in the country, because of my degree in religious studies, responsible for B.Ed degree courses in theology and world religions. It was in trying to communicate the basic teachings of other faiths, particularly Hinduism and Buddhism, in an insightful and sympathetic way that I came to appreciate their wisdom and recognise the truth in them. I loved many aspects of Hinduism and still do but it was Buddhism that gave me a new way of understanding self and the world.
When I first learned that Buddhists understood existence as being characterised by anicca (impermanence), dukkha (suffering or unsatisfactoriness ) and anatta (non-self) the idea of no permanent fixed soul at the heart of everyone was a challenge and hard to take. I had been brought up to believe that the soul was the most important part of me and had learned the catechism answer to what I must care for as being my soul for “what does it profit a man (sic) to gain the whole world and suffer the loss of his own soul”. It was the state of my soul that would determine by eternal destiny, it was my soul that made me unique and loved by a God who knew me intimately. How could the notion of no-self be true? It was Thich Nhat Hanh who taught me what a liberating concept it is. For Thai (meaning teacher and the word used by his followers) the self is empty of a permanent existence but is full of interconnectedness. I am nothing apart from the relationships that have brought me to birth at this point in history, give me identity within a family and community, and keep me alive and well. I could see myself and others as a unique manifestation of the whole process of evolutionary life but nothing in and of myself without a whole network of relationships. I like it.
There is much more I have learned from Buddhism which is not for this particular blog. I am still Christian but in a new way. I am so grateful that I can welcome into my understanding and life the wisdom of Buddhism in particular. Sometimes this makes me feel uncomfortable in my own community when it comes to traditional expressions of the faith I was born into and still value. There is a tension but one worth living with.









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